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The Secret Life of an Eating Disorder

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Hi, my name is Jessica and this is my real story about my struggle with an eating disorder. Please do not read this if this could be triggering for you. I've created this as an outlet for myself to vent and escape the real world but most importantly, I want to inspire. If I can help just one person, than I know I did a good thing making this book.
Come along and read about how I make life work with an eating disorder as I enter young adulthood. 

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