What Is Life?

What is life
I don't know
I wonder if i ever will
You see im a whirpool of emotions
Wondering who i am
If i should be this way

Wanting blood on my hands
For who took a loved one

Im a depressed wonderer
Wondering around the sea shore
Observing all of these people
All i see is stupid pathetic teens
Every corner i just see more and more

"Come on it won't hurt to try"
but one bad trip can cause the rest of your life .
And you wonder why im so anti social
"Why are you so anti social maan"
Well why would i want to hang around a piece of shit like you all day...
All you do is smoke weed and sleep..depending on other people.
Come on get a life maan

I see a door
I see happiness beyond that door
There's a ghost opening it for me
The door is cracked now
I see a rainbow and happy people
But wait
The handle's broken
So how is the ghost opening it?
Is everything i see just an illusion?
What is life?
I suppose i'll find out later on in 'life'