I can't stay up all night and freeze in the middle of my day anymore with these thoughts. For two years I was verbally, mentally, and physically abused and he got away with it. I want to feel like I have a voice, but I'm also very afraid to speak up around my loved ones. Everyone thinks I'm strong for overcoming and leaving but I'm very torn. There are so many flash backs I wish would just stop. When this new guy I like gets too close to me, puts his hand on my thigh, or just rubs my back.. it just makes me so angry. I just want to scream because I feel that pain and anxiety. He's stopped getting so close, but those emotions and thoughts haven't. This is just going to be my online journey. You can read if you want maybe give me insight of some kind. Or just complain about your life with me, vent it out. So you feel better too.
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