My Darkness, Illuminated
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MatureOngoing1h 17m
Last published Sun, Mar 14, 2021
[Soukoku Fanfiction]
Dazai has always felt like an outsider, even to himself. Acts of what most would consider humane didn't suit him. His existence had long been robbed from him, and he felt no sympathy for any living creature.
That was, until Chuuya, his temper-mental partner started to unlock the pieces of him which laid in ruins, slowly starting to build them back up.
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