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Behind Every Smile

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Time 3h 17m

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This is the life of 16 year old Ryanne Summerside. There is more to her life and feelings than what appears. She hides behind her smile and perfect reputation, but will we ever see the real Ry?

Ryanne was like any other teenage girl who suffered from self esteem issues, that is until she met Robbie. Robbie was the first person in a long time to break down her walls and get to know the girl behind the smile. As their friendship grew, Ry began to fall in love with him, but she told everyone Robbie was like her brother. When she finally realizes the true dephs of her feelings, will it be to late?All Rights Reserved

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