I'm not a normal child, I'm a child of God

My name is Michelle and I am 13 years old, I'm a Christian, I've always faced challenges all my life. I went through a lot and I'll be telling you how God was always there for me, never leaving my side. You might say, I don't believe, you don't know what I go through. I'm here writing to prove to you I do know. I want you to see how I faced everything, how I did. My life was never easy, I got to admit, everyone's life is never easy. We all go through things, very different even but we're all the same in a way. I'll be explaining some gifts that God gives, I'll be explaining what I have as gift, we all have gifts really but some of us have not seek God as I did. I know you might say oh he abandoned me but he didn't, you probably ran away 'cause you're either scared or you lost someone dear to you. You blame God but you have to know that everyone goes, some go because Earth and people can't seem to handle and treat the people with pure hearts with the respect they need. I'll be mentioning all that I've been through.