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I'm not a normal child, I'm a child of God

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My name is Michelle and I am 13 years old, I'm a Christian, I've always faced challenges all my life. I went through a lot and I'll be telling you how God was always there for me, never leaving my side. You might say, I don't believe, you don't know what I go through. I'm here writing to prove to you I do know. I want you to see how I faced everything, how I did. My life was never easy, I got to admit, everyone's life is never easy. We all go through things, very different even but we're all the same in a way. I'll be explaining some gifts that God gives, I'll be explaining what I have as gift, we all have gifts really but some of us have not seek God as I did. I know you might say oh he abandoned me but he didn't, you probably ran away 'cause you're either scared or you lost someone dear to you. You blame God but you have to know that everyone goes, some go because Earth and people can't seem to handle and treat the people with pure hearts with the respect they need. I'll be mentioning all that I've been through.All Rights Reserved

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The Interesting Book: Deeper Conversation With God by abrilowens

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Into the wild by writeforlife77

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The Interesting Book: Deeper Conversation With God

"The Cave You Fear To Enter Hold The Treasure You Seek." Are you someone who believes in something beyond our understanding-a person who says, "There's something out there, but we won't know it until we can"? Who told you that the "right moment" even exists when time itself is a construct created by humans? Honestly, I'd suggest you put this book down and not waste your time, because everyone has their own "right time" to understand what I'm trying to convey here. I recorded myself while talking about things I had never even heard of before as a non religious person with lacking GOD concept. . It was me, yet it felt like an upgraded version of myself guiding me to develop further. This version of me presented an option: What if everything you know, everything you've been, and everything you've labeled could be erased, allowing you to start over and build a completely new sense of self? HER said, "If you're not ready to understand who I am and what I'm trying to say, then 'QUIT.' Because it took immense time, pain, and experience for you to endure and evolve to reach me and sustain this communication." And so, I did. The book you'll be reading is a transcript of the audio I recorded. Interestingly, it resembles a religious text-though, believe me, I didn't intend it to. It just happened. Later, I searched for the first "God word" that corresponded with specific numbers through the transcripts, and I discovered connections to related verses across 12 major global religions, smaller religions, indigenous beliefs, new religious movements, denominations, and sects which you will find them in the book. But here's the truth: everyone is capable of understanding-once they reach the right intellectual and spiritual evolution. I assume you've decided to stay. So, what if I told you that to truly be born into real reality, you must first experience a kind of death?....