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"Sex is a Sin" being on many religious accounts it is not acceptable. Especially if its not your partner. As to of life, when it is it fits and it's pleasurable. But when its truly given to someone else. Its no longer sought out for. Especially if the sex is in real. And just how is it in real before a person meets their soul mate? And or agreeance will for a Baptized citizen? And just how is it real, and or pleasurable for a person even after they wed? As to the stories I have heard is that it is not, especially after marriage, than surely it must not be the one. Life only must continue with death due us part, to later on meet thee one. "Video Game thoughts" real games usually grant 3 lives. Just how many times do you expect people to "relive" life? I am on my last life, if there's more than it's hacked and lied. Crime investigations on hacks. Hint: owner of hactivist, got arrested. Unsure if it was bad hackings, sure enough; someone did worse to him. 
Life hack: was meant to be short for hacking "easier way to get things done, for the good" a webpage on Facebook. Such as easier ways to grow plants, revive plants and much more.. I am not the judge of life; sure enough they texted me that. When did I judge life? Besides think to myself why and what personalities people had, personal studies; outlook upon life. If people knew how I saw someone else on my right brain, she was younger, she was a bad person to me. Took and wanted everything. 2018. 
As knowingly, Mary Jane was before and maybe the reason of my death. Must only be the only reason, why no one is themselves. As to all lives matter. Why was it her life and her wants and needs that were granted without care of me and my rights? 
When suing, why do they say something else? For example; do they always need my social security number? Who is Monica Sanford 1998? Plus who are all the Monica Sanford on Facebook? Including Wayne Elliott, Christine Sanford, Sally Hill, much more.. hint: are they in-acting as us?All Rights Reserved

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Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

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'Unforeseen' by DrewJoss

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INFINITY by helidize

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