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It will Always Be Him

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adult-content drugaddiction fiction gay romance selfdiscovery

THIS IS A SEQUEL TO "WHY HIM!?" 

Joseph Hospen, now a freshman in college, has come a long way. After the passing of someone very dear to him, he took a path in life that most understood:

Drugs and alcohol. 

It's been almost a year since the passing and he has yet to get back on his feet. He hopes that a new start at college will set him off on the right path-his right path. Do the friends and foes he meet across the way contribute to his uprising, or his downfall? Will past trauma catch up to him, will current hurdles break him down, or will he finally find the joys of his own life?Tüm hakları saklıdır

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Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. * TRIGGER WARNING* SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

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