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It will Always Be Him

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adult-content drugaddiction fiction gay romance selfdiscovery

THIS IS A SEQUEL TO "WHY HIM!?" 

Joseph Hospen, now a freshman in college, has come a long way. After the passing of someone very dear to him, he took a path in life that most understood:

Drugs and alcohol. 

It's been almost a year since the passing and he has yet to get back on his feet. He hopes that a new start at college will set him off on the right path-his right path. Do the friends and foes he meet across the way contribute to his uprising, or his downfall? Will past trauma catch up to him, will current hurdles break him down, or will he finally find the joys of his own life?All Rights Reserved

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