talking about talking to counselors and feeling weak.
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heres another short little thing i wrote back in October.
please keep in mind that i am currently in recovery, and doing very, very well. I feel happy most days and haven't cut in a long time.
I hope that you're doing very, very well too.
P.S. thought'd I'd say that in the cover I'm on the left, and my sister is on the right. The picture was taken during my first hospitalization.
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