Betrayed, Broken & Blue.

"Maybe he did still love her and all I was, was a distraction for the 5 years she was not around. Did she dress up prettily to meet him? Did she keep her calm and spoke rationally with him? Or perhaps she could afford to bring him to fancier places and shower him with more gifts than I could. Maybe I did deserve what happened. I deserved it. I deserved it. I deserved it. I deserved it. I deserved it. I deserved it. I deserved it."

Sometimes, the love you thought would last for a lifetime, is easily torn down by the acts of revenge. & no matter how hard you try & wait, there's just no coming back from it.