𝐶𝑅𝑈𝑆𝐻 | 𝑗.𝑗𝑘 + 𝑘.𝑡ℎ
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Ongoing, First published Apr 28, 2020
Mature
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I admired you from afar.



You were always noticed while I stood in the shadows.



You always sat in front of me and talked to everyone else. The only time you dared to utter a word was when I was in your way.


You never noticed that I love you while you went around with other people.


However, everything changed when fate pulled us together.



[This book is a REWRITTEN version of the original one called, MY CRUSH.]

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STARTED REWRITTING:
April 28th, 2020
COMPLETED:


RANK(s):
#321 Depression May 2nd, 2020



DISCLAIMERS:

1) THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE THEMES. This includes mental health issues, cutting, depression, smut, and maybe some other themes as well. If you cannot handle any of those themes, you are welcome to skip over. I believe there are some warnings before hand, but I cannot promise you that!

2) I DO NOT OWN any photos or videos that may be included in this book. I only own the cover I designed with a photo found on Pinterest. ANY SIMILARITIES with other stories and characters are purely coincidental.

3) This book is a REWRITTEN version of the original one called, MY CRUSH. This newer version will have a better developed plot, better characters, and better details! I am leaving the old version up because I hold it dear to my heart. Since this is the rewritten version, it will contain roughly the same amount of chapters(epilogue included).

4) CRUSH is obviously yaoi, boyxboy, gay. So if you are uncomfortable with that, please move on. However, if you are a crazy fan or are just a bored kpop fan(who always loves OTPs etc.), then please continue reading! 😂
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