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I admired you from afar.
You were always noticed while I stood in the shadows.
You always sat in front of me and talked to everyone else. The only time you dared to utter a word was when I was in your way.
You never noticed that I love you while you went around with other people.
However, everything changed when fate pulled us together.
[This book is a REWRITTEN version of the original one called, MY CRUSH.]
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STARTED REWRITTING:
April 28th, 2020
COMPLETED:
RANK(s):
#321 Depression May 2nd, 2020
DISCLAIMERS:
1) THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE THEMES. This includes mental health issues, cutting, depression, smut, and maybe some other themes as well. If you cannot handle any of those themes, you are welcome to skip over. I believe there are some warnings before hand, but I cannot promise you that!
2) I DO NOT OWN any photos or videos that may be included in this book. I only own the cover I designed with a photo found on Pinterest. ANY SIMILARITIES with other stories and characters are purely coincidental.
3) This book is a REWRITTEN version of the original one called, MY CRUSH. This newer version will have a better developed plot, better characters, and better details! I am leaving the old version up because I hold it dear to my heart. Since this is the rewritten version, it will contain roughly the same amount of chapters(epilogue included).
4) CRUSH is obviously yaoi, boyxboy, gay. So if you are uncomfortable with that, please move on. However, if you are a crazy fan or are just a bored kpop fan(who always loves OTPs etc.), then please continue reading! 😂
태꾹 뷔국 || °•'相信你的夢'•°
"P-please no more...I can't hold this pain much longer...I beg you. Please love m-me...and not anyone else."
Jungkook accidently fell in love for Taehyung's kindness at first sight.
But what he didn't know is that Taehyung was actually very homophobic. He had a terrible back story from it, which caused him to be the arrogant homophobic man, he is today.
When jungkook confessed, his life turned to hell.
Taehyung also has a girlfriend. His girlfriend with all her guts hates Jungkook because he was interested in boys, and not girls, telling him that he's a fag that shouldnt live, so she secretly finds a way to abuse/bully Jungkook.
Will Taehyung actaully love his girlfriend, who's abusive to others, forever?
Wont Taehyung realise that Jungkook is way worth and innocent for him than his girlfriend?
Will one day something happen to make Taehyung see jungkooks true nature, despite him being gay?
(mentions of rape, depressing, fluff, trigger warning, smut, romance, lot of fanarts)
!!FLUFF ALERT!! FLUFF IN NEARLY IN EVERY CHAPTERS!
Bottom guk! Top tae!
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Expect some fanarts in chapters.
I drew them as Taekook so you could imagine the scene on the book looking trough a photo.
p.s this story is some sort of about what happened to my mom and dad
I got inspired to write this story because of my moms condition