When you are young u do not understand what lonely really is until u in your gold years become lonely because spouse pass on u never marry but was bless with children whose u build your world around my fam ily Now I am getting up in aged feel so lonely make some bad turn in road. Live and learn, looking back I can see where the road I should to taken. When you look for love it come to wrong ways. My parents was not in my life, grandparent's raised me. Not bad give me love. Protected me from harm like all parent do, you learn from your parent, body language, how to responses to sudden problems that are dealt with in life itself. Why can't your kids understand that sometimes, you like being along. And you have this that one get on nerves. Wish he would just go a You know looking down that's road made some bad decisions. They wasn't all bad I have three kid's and four grandsons. Lost one at the age sixteen. The oldest one a sweet heart, protector there for everybody. would