his green eyes
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a younger 18 year old boy, is dealing with depression and anxiety ever since the accident. he decides to end it but when he finally does it, his colorless life if filled with the mans green eyes
warning may contain
-smut
-suicidal thoughts
-mxb/mxm
- might contain age play, or a daddy kink idk
-don't like it please don't read. im just a 13 year old with too much time and actual depression, and suicidal thoughts.
thanks baii
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