Heartbreak
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Last published Fri, Jun 18, 2021
!!! Self-harm and suicide warning !!!
Grell has always had a crush on Sebastian the famous and handsome bad boy of the school. But when Sebastian unintentionally breaks her heart on valentines, she is left to be swallowed by the abyss called depression with nothing but a razor in hand. She cut her hair short, dyed her clothes black, and wore long sleeves even in the humid air of summer. Eventually, Adrian, another student of the same college as Grell notices this and steps in to help her but finds that she is already at the death door with no chance of return.
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