There will come a time when sadness hits you so hard. Sometimes, I feel like I want to apologize for being only like this. At the same time, I am sad about not appreciating and loving myself more. How I wish I am kinder to myself. How I wish I can appreciate myself more. Sino lang ba naman kasi ako? Ako lang naman kasi 'to-a just nobody to someone.
Why is it so hard to reach you? I am just a mere mediocre student who is always struggling with my acads, and you are always on top. We're totally opposite and different. You are everything... I am nothing.
I hope the next time I'll see you again, I am better.
Keep soaring high, my engineer. Even though in your eyes I am just a nobody... you became my greatest motivation to be better, to be me, and to appreciate me.
I will keep on whispering to winds wishing you would hear this; I love you, my engineer.
-G
Date Started: May 9, 2020
Date Ended: June 29, 2020
Operation Series #1
𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗘
Since childhood, Amadeus has had Milada's heart. In the quiet spaces of her soul, her feelings have developed from the shy ten-year-old who steals glances across the playground to the excited teenager who runs through hallways.
Milada always give secret glances, such as a shy look during his concentrated moments or an unnoticed movement of her gaze across his face as he laughs. She longs for a connection, to turn her secret gaze into a charming interaction. However, her fear of rejection is an in-conflict note that prevents her from going forward.
Started: February 20, 2022
Ended: April 1, 2024
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