philophobia.
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to jungkook, recovery was difficult. not just from attempts, but from who he used to be to the person he is now. constant reminders of his past haunt him, however when a certain hyper male comes into the equation, he begins to understand what feeling is once more.
"he's the light i need, yet i am so afraid of."
a taekook fanfiction.
potentially triggering themes, such as:
• suicide attempts
• mentions of self harm
• non-detailed drug abuse
• non-detailed rape
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