"I'm sorry. I just don't want to rely on your love and attention to feel worthy. That's not right, Soonyoung." Her heart dropped to her stomach but she wasn't going to change her mind. She wanted to learn how to take care of herself, to know she's worthy, to love herself. Something she never knew how to do before, she wants to learn it now. That way she'll be better. Not only for Soonyoung but also for herself. ranked #17 in 17 started: 200512 ended: 200728 unedited