Since becoming a blessed regalia, Yukine receives a horrific nightmare of his past. Waking up during the dark night in terror, Yukine doesn't understand how this could happen to him as he struggles under the agonizing panic. Yato feels the pain from his own end and works to find a way he can comfort and protect his dear shinki. As he gets pushed away, they both end up hurting more. What's worth more in a relationship? Is it perceived dignity, or the fact that sometimes, we all could use a little help? Author's note: This fic does not totally correspond with the manga! It has similar elements and happenstances, but different resolutions! #88 in Noragami on Wattpad Cover art by dreaming-asleep Part of the Noragami 2020 Big Bang