NUMBNESS better than FEELINGS

"NUMBNESS" better than FEELINGS

Sitting friendless
When I stare out of window
My gaze become more deep and sharp
Aah! It's raining.
Closing my eyes and
I mesmerized by droplets.

More elegant than ever before.

When the tiny droplet
Touch my eyes and remain intact.
Then I stepped into numbness.

Numb?
In which sense?

Numbness in exasperation
Numbness in arrogance
Numbness in self - absorption.

Now I am nothing
Neither the desire to get anything
Nor the fear of losing.
The pain I endure
Is now cure.

The aroma of droplets in the land
Provide me the power to understand.
To understand the nature
Who is real creator.

One by one the drops slips
Over grass so it could cherish,
The vicious soul within me starts perish.

It provoke the sadness in my heart
No one can do this
It's only because nature's art.

A drop changed my life today
Bring me up from all dismay.

A drop who ends it's own existence
Not ' for other'
But ' in other'.

Listen the silence behind every drop
See the beauty of drop
When it fell into water with a soft plop.

What you can see in droplets??
Small amount of water that hide
I can see the sea that trapped inside.

Ever think ' when it starts raining? '
When the days becoming too hot
And we starts our complains
It rains.

Learn the lesson behind the rain.
Never complain.
When the situation is out of your control.
Now it's become God's goal.

When your sadness overpower your joy.
Don't afraid.
It's going to drain
When it rains.

The melancholy emotion ' loneliness'
Is converted into 'happiness'.
Because of Numbness.
This Numbness is better than hundred feelings.

O Rain!
Again and again
Touch my eyes
And let me feel the Numbness.
- Priyanka kumari