He's Somebody That I Used To Know...

I go to high school everyday. Somedays i'll see my guy friend. We usedtobe/stillkindofare best friends. Last year, we acted like lovers/bestfriends/and brother/sister. Some people even thought we were dating. Two years ago, when we first started to become friends, i had told him that i liked him, but he said that we shouldn't date because it would ruin our friendship. I knew he was right, so that's when we became really close friends. One time he told me he wouldn't even care if i saw him naked, and that's how close we are. Over the summer, we drifted apart. And now we're in High School, a few weeks ago i told him how i really felt -how i felt like i was in love with him- and he told me he kind of already knew that i liked him, i didn't want him to know until i told him, but he knew and that's okay. He was okay with it tho, he still loved me, just not in the way that i loved him. I was okay with that, but it also really hurt... Now, I barely see him, and when i do, It's when i'm walking down the halls. I miss him a lot. And i want things to go back the way they used to, but they can't.

The things i do know are, he does still care about me, even when we don't talk for a long period of time, and he is still my best guy friend.