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NEXUS

SelfDestructiveBitch

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Parts 3
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Reads 23
Votes 3
Parts 3
Time 25m

SelfDestructiveBitch

Mature

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Lia is lost and broken. In a desperate attempt to take her mind off things, she gets on a path of self destruction. And nothing can stop her. Not even the bitchy lady in her head.



This book contains drug abuse, self harm, cussing, suicide and immorality. Viewer discretion is advised.All Rights Reserved

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