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Forlorn || Sirius Black

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Mischief_x_Managed

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Somewhere between then and now, Grimmland Place and Hogwarts, the first time he was slapped and waking up in a hospital bed, Sirius realized something important. Self-worth was something you had to earn. 

After a suicide attempt he lands himself in the hospital wings and constant moderation. None of his friends seem to know why he did it. Every time he tries to confess he gets rejected, so what's the point in wasting his breath? He had more important things to do anyways. Like convincing himself, and more importantly everyone else, that he's okay.

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Set during the marauders 6th year. Chapters alternate from before and after the attempt. 

I do not own Harry Potter. All rights below to JK Rowling and the Warner Brothers. All writing and plot in this fanfiction belongs solely to me. It's also cross posted on Ao3 and Fanfiction.net under the account name Iwrteficsnottragedies. I do not give permission for this to be reposted on any other accounts or websites.All Rights Reserved

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Inexpiable (Jegulus) by zoyalexis

James Potter, concerned about his best friend-Sirius Black-not responding to his letters, writes to Regulus Black in a moment of desperation. Ever since Sirius's escaped from his family, James cannot stop wondering if Regulus is alright now that he is alone. James tries to talk to Regulus when they return to Hogwarts, hoping to become closer to him. He knows he should not approach Regulus. He knows Regulus is his best friend's younger brother. He knows Sirius would be furious. But he also knows that the curiosity of the forbidden and the allure of secrets make him feel alive. Once actions are taken, they cannot be undone. NOTE: The story is a bit based in All The Young Dudes by MsKingBean89- That can be found in Ao3. Like the first part of the letters, and some context of the story. But everything else is all my work. The characters are from the Harry Potter Universe. You can also find my story in Ao3. SLOWBURN Para las personas que me conocieron por el fanfic narusasu, soy la misma persona, ya crecí lol. Pero les prometo que les daré la continuación(tal vez) o una nueva historia con mejor ortografía y escritura. Los quiero!!!

Issues [Sirius O. Black]✔ by Miss_Little_Fool

I've got issues, you know them too. Its not about you but about the world using guilt as a tool to kill all that what remains of my pride. I'm such a fool. I can't risk to let this moment of connection between us slide because everyone who loved me died. Issues. Issues. I've got them. You know them well. I've made a deal with the devil and have no more soul to sell If this were a movie you'd have to be at least 16 to watch it so.. If you are under the age of 16 proceed with caution and don't set loose your Karen's on me, if you find it disturbing. You were warned. I do not claim ownership for any part of the original of the Harry Potter franchise created by J. K. Rowling. I simply try to change the story to be used as non profit entertainment for fellow fans. If you haven't please watch the Harry Potter movies in their entirety on blu-ray, DVD or on streaming services were vailable and read the books to pay homage to the original content first. Thank you.

Battle Of Love by Potter-Malfoy72

Where Regulus Black has lost himself and James Potter has not found himself. Both of them are missing something in their lives. There is only hope that they find it. Or IT'S BFB! - I don't own any Harry Potter/ Marauders characters. They belong to JK Rowling. - Some triggers like physical abuse are there, even swearing. I will put a warning for the abuse. -Slow updates! -Many overlooked grammatical errors and spelling mistakes. Feel free to correct me.

One last year by dyinglesbian

Marauders era 1977-1978 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ,,Can I sit here?" the girl asked standing in the door to the train apartment. The unknown boy didn't answer. Maybe he was too focused on his book or he was just a brat. ,,Ok then." the girl sitting down in front of him. She just started staring out of the window. It's only them two. No talking. But maybe sometimes thoughts say more then words. No one would have believed if I would tell you that these two little kids are gonna become best friends. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ this is a love story. or is it? this story takes place in the 70's, but in a gay version, so most people accept and support gay rights. But marriage is still not accepted. Of course some other people are still homophobic, so we can get our loved angst. Triggers: Mentally Illness ED PTSD PA Suicide and others (I'm always trying to make a trigger at the start of a chapter that contain these things)

Some Day | Wolfstar by -wiltedflower-

Maybe if Sirius Black wished for it hard enough, Remus Lupin would be his. If only his family wasn't caught up in an old rivalry resurfacing... (Marauders era Hogwarts reimagined with no Voldy cause... no one wants Voldy messing with the boys - I just want them to have the happy ending they deserve) WARNING : GRAPHIC VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM AND MENTIONS OF SUICIDAL TENDENCIES. If you're going through tough times, or fighting depression or a similar mental disorder, please be safe ♡ Highest ranking : #2 in wolfstar

Fire Starter ~(Completed) by C_M_E_H

They say that a lack of control is the start of most problems. Well, a childhood fear of the dark isn't so compliicated, all you need for that is a wand or a lighter. It's a pity that they won't solve the rest of my issues... // Trigger warnings: Self harm, burning, death, some gay shit (but if you're on Wattpad you kind of have to be ok with that but, you know, just in case, there are still some crazies out there) Obviously, I can take no credits for any of the beautiful characters that our lord and saviour (not Deliah Smith) Queen JK has created, so obviously all credit goes to her, I just made up a plot

Pensieve - Wolfstar Fanfiction by homohurley

The instinct not to breathe underwater is so strong that it overcomes the agony of running out of air. No matter how desperate you are, you won't inhale until you're on the verge of losing consciounsness. Sirius knew that. He stood there, staring down to the black, cold water and pondering, would it be easier just to jump. He was on the edge, not just of the quay but of his own mind and sanity. The fall wouldn't kill him. The waves would. ... This is a Remus x Sirius Hogwarts years fanfiction I started writing a while back, in wich Sirius struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Remus tries his best to be there for his best friend, but his state of mind isn't the healthiest either. Contains triggering stuff, please don't read if you know you can't put up with stuff like ABUSE, SUICIDE, strong language or VIOLENCE. Also, all of this is based on the characters of the Harry Potter series. The cover picture is from tumblr and I added the name of this fic on it, so I do not own it. All of this is written by me, partly based on some of the events from my own life and suicidal thoughts I've had a long time ago, so please don't copy the storyline as it's partly very personal. Hope you'll like it

Unloved (Marauders Era) by MeAMarauder

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Little Lies ▹ Sirius Black ✔️ (undergoing editing as of 28/06/20) by O-Obliviate-

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I'll be good by freedominthewind

Thanks for 322 reads guys I'm thinking of doing another update but I'm not sure let me know what you think! What happens when Regulus turns up on the potters doorstep in the dead of night with a bag filled with nothing but his beloved books nearly a year after his brother Sirius had run away from home never to return again. Did James imagine how vulnerable Regulus looked when he first opened the door? Regulus would not let this destroy him, he would rebuild and maybe someday let someone love him. He was putting all his faith in his brother and the people his brother considered to be his family. Hopefully this would be his saving grace, maybe this would be his chance to start again. I made James 18 in this so he is 18 in seventh year and regulus is 17 in 6th year, all the rest of the marauders are also 18 in this I have decided that they start at Hogwarts when they are 12 instead of 11, you will understand later on in the story. Peter is also not in my story as he is a traitor that deserved a most horrible death. Feedback will be gladly appreciated. *Trigger warning, there may be some talk about suicide, depression, abuse and such.* -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I do not own any of the characters within this story nor do I own the world of Harry Potter they all belong to J.K Rowling (I don't in anyway condone or agree with any of slurs that have come from J.K Rowling) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Start date - 9/10/2021 Finish date - 21/10/2021

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James Potter, concerned about his best friend-Sirius Black-not responding to his letters, writes to Regulus Black in a moment of desperation. Ever since Sirius's escaped from his family, James cannot stop wondering if Regulus is alright now that he is alone. James tries to talk to Regulus when they return to Hogwarts, hoping to become closer to him. He knows he should not approach Regulus. He knows Regulus is his best friend's younger brother. He knows Sirius would be furious. But he also knows that the curiosity of the forbidden and the allure of secrets make him feel alive. Once actions are taken, they cannot be undone. NOTE: The story is a bit based in All The Young Dudes by MsKingBean89- That can be found in Ao3. Like the first part of the letters, and some context of the story. But everything else is all my work. The characters are from the Harry Potter Universe. You can also find my story in Ao3. SLOWBURN Para las personas que me conocieron por el fanfic narusasu, soy la misma persona, ya crecí lol. Pero les prometo que les daré la continuación(tal vez) o una nueva historia con mejor ortografía y escritura. Los quiero!!!