Years ago, after our graduation day, he asked me If I wan't to settle down. I answered no, kasi gusto ko if mag settle down na ako gusto kong may naipundar na ako para sa pamilya ko, sa sarili ko at sa kapatid ko.
Months after, he let me chose if siya ba o ang pamilya ko. Kahit masakit sa dibdib ko. Pinili ko ang pamilya ko para sa kapatid ko. But I never thought that it was the biggest mistake I've done in my entire life.
Because now, after 1 year, 4 months, 3 weeks, 6 hours, 5 minutes and 1 second. I'm watching my man from afar marrying my sister.
And it gives me another false hope about love again.
Magalayas.... yan lang naman ang gusto ko pero hindi ko inakalang makakatagpo ako ng lalaking mamahalin ko at hindi ko inakalang mamahalin at tatanggapin ako ng buo.
I hate him.... nope... I hate myself.
I hate myself for falling inlove with him. For falling inlove with all of his flaws and imperfections yet in the end.... he still chooses to break me.
He leave me behind. Umalis siya leaving this two little angels with me.