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adamantine

SallyLynnBriggs

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Reads 371
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SallyLynnBriggs

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Elena came into this world fighting for her life, and despite being called a miracle, her need to fight for her life never seems to go away. Through this (mostly) fictional journal, Elena tells her coming-of-age story full of hardships, self-discovery, and eventually making it to the other side of her trauma. Along the way, she finds love and friendship she never thought herself worthy of. 

This is the story of how a queer, mentally ill, traumatized young woman fights to become who she always deserved to be. She is resilient. She is strong. She is unbreakable. She is adamantine.All Rights Reserved

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