I'm scared too.
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Last published Thu, May 20, 2021
I go to a small school in Minnesota my name is Breana but I wish it was Kurt instead. I'm scared to come out in my small school of 500 kids from pre-K through 12th grade. But I don't get a choice, when I get trapped in school during a blizzard. When few of mine teammates find out about my self-harm.
⚠️ warning: Self-harm, sucide, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, eating disorder, depression, panic attack, gay and trans slurs.⚠️
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