Writing About Myself
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Last published Wed, May 6, 2020
So.. this is gonna be hard to explain.. But.. my therapist has suggested that I write down what it's like in my mind- what I feel and see about myself and maybe that'll help others understand my situation. I thought to myself, "Well, it's quarantine and I've got nothing good to do.. and writing my other books.. I'm too stressed to try at the moment. So lets make a new book, and make it a place where I can express myself." You can judge me if you'd like, I understand, it's weird for somebody to do this. I only wish to know myself better.. and for those around me to, as well.
Warning, this book contains sensitive content like anxieties, depression, and other things.
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