Leave Me Alone (Depressed Jungkook and BTS)
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Jungkook is 23 and he is feeling like none of the members like him, as they ignore him. Even forget about him.
Triggering topics in this story:
Self-harming (in some detail and I do not endorse this)
Self-hatred
Starvation (Anorexia and/or Bulimia)
abuse (physically, sexually and/or mentally)
There will be swearing in this story, but I will keep it to a minimum
If any of these things trigger you, please don't read this.
This is going to be an extremely slow updated story but may have multiple updates on the same day. The chapters will vary in length.
This is mainly going to be from the perspective of Jungkook, but I'll have times in chapter where the other members will have their perspectives written.
This is an original story and any similarities with this story and others a purely coincidental.
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