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Alone

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Parts 45
Time 7h 7m

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An original story 

Luis, a 16 year old boy ends up moving once again with his abusive father. Once he meets some friends and starts to feel comfortable with where he is, he finds out his friends are actually apart of the American Mafia.

When Luis is taken with them back to their base so they can tell him what was really going on, he asked to stay with them and become a member of their Mafia.

He faces his past, fights, betrayals, depression, anxiety even love. Will he make it out? Will he make it through his last year of high school? Or will someone or something stop him from getting away from his problems? 

Will he ever go back to that happy little boy he once was? Or is that just wishful thinking?...


⚠️WARNING⚠️
-R*pe
-Ab*se
-Depression 
-Self-h*rm
-Some other crazy shit...All Rights Reserved

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