Is it normal to be where I am at now. No, it is not normal it is hard, it is dangerous and it is scary, and to answer your question of why I do it. I do it because I love my job, I do it because I am not afraid, I do it because I Aella Rosa De Santis is the Mafia Queen, the head of the Italian mafia. This is a warning, a threat, and a promise of what I will do if you mess with me. I would tell you to ask those who have tried but, oh well, if only the dead spoke.All Rights Reserved