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When darkness finds you
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Lopende, voor het eerst gepubliceerd aug. 27, 2014
Depression ? Depression isn't something you can just " get over " . It stays with you . Even when your happy , you have that weight on your chest . All those memories and scars remind you of the stress you had to overcome . And a part of that depression is always with you . Happy or not you still feel empty , and you still feel that pain that taunted you . Whenever something goes wrong , all that pain comes back , and all the stress moves back into your mind . You feel like picking up a razor and slitting your wrist again . All those sleepless nights come back and your back to crying every night . All those thoughts you thought were gone are right back in your head , and all the torment you thought you would never feel again , you felt it . When darkness finds you , even when you try to escape , it becomes a part of you .
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"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but the problem is i can't tear off my skin. so i'm left with the shivers down my spine when my body remembers your hands running up my back as you kissed me and it paralyzes me because i miss it. i miss you. i miss smiling between kisses because damn you just made me happy and I thought I made you just as happy because you would smile and whisper "what" but i would just shake my head and pull you close and it was real. it was. all of it. so why did you leave me? why?"