Downcast || l.h
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  • Reads 2,379
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 2h 24m
Ongoing, First published Aug 27, 2014
I wanted so badly to hold him and talk to him. To hear his voice. I wanted a list of things, all involving him. All things I thought I would have forever. I wanted back a list of things I took for granted. Like how he would always run his tongue over his lip ring, how he would laugh under his breath at things he found really stupid but really funny. Like how he would smile and everything would feel better, how much of a heart he had and how much he cared. I wanted to be laying next to him when he slept because he always would unknowingly pull me towards him, wrapping himself around me and making me feel safe and secure.  These were just some of the thousands of things i was blessed to experience and now they're gone and I don't know when I will get those things back in my life.
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Do you remember me?" He asks, looking into my eyes and I just stared at him confused, then shake my head slowly. "Sorry, I don't know who you are." I reply and get ready to walk away but he grips my arm softly and turns me back to him. I finally looked into his eyes...they looked so familiar.. his facial features, so familiar, his smile. "Its me, baby." he let's out desperately and I squint my eyes trying to figure it out, his voice drawing me in as I slowly began to realize who this man was. "Its, Daddy." he says in an ever so soft voice, and it felt like everything around us froze as if it were just me and my father. Without saying anything, I launched forward and embraced him, holding on tight like my life depended on it. You finally came. "Daddy, I love you." Then my vision started hurting and I fell into my father's arms, my body felt cold and wet, completely numbing out. I could see blurs off people rushing our way and I could hear gasps and my name being repeatedly shouted. I couldn't respond, I couldn't react, and I lost all hearing and I could only hear ringing turning into silence as I stayed in my fathers arms, cold out. It hit me, I'm dying. With my littlest bit of force left, I barely clenched onto my father's shirt, then free fully released it. Everything was disappearing, I slowly dropped my eyes and all I seen now were the people closest to me, Luke, my mom, my dad, and Sara all crying, crying over me. Then, it ended. My eyes closed completely and I felt my hearts last, strong, beat until I felt nothing at all.
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"i know that my life is no fairytale. that you'll still think of me as the one who would never have a chance at life, so you gave me yours. then i shattered your heart. i know that this won't have a cliché ending, where i won't make it a day and come running back to you so we can live happily ever after. as much as you don't understand why, there is something that we had before i screwed up and i left not so we could preserve it but so we could move on. i want you to know that my screw up is ending me day by day. i want to come running back, trust me, but i can't." i.just.cant. - our story in text messages - {lowercase intended for theme}