Downcast || l.h
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  • Reads 2,379
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 2h 24m
Ongoing, First published Aug 27, 2014
I wanted so badly to hold him and talk to him. To hear his voice. I wanted a list of things, all involving him. All things I thought I would have forever. I wanted back a list of things I took for granted. Like how he would always run his tongue over his lip ring, how he would laugh under his breath at things he found really stupid but really funny. Like how he would smile and everything would feel better, how much of a heart he had and how much he cared. I wanted to be laying next to him when he slept because he always would unknowingly pull me towards him, wrapping himself around me and making me feel safe and secure.  These were just some of the thousands of things i was blessed to experience and now they're gone and I don't know when I will get those things back in my life.
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