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The state of being

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Elijah Fair is a depressed 25-year-old, he is socially anxious and isn't the best at communicating with others. He dives into the occult and witchcraft and that leads to very strange and unusual things to happen. He has weird dreams that reflect on things that happened in his childhood that he doesn't seem to fully remember.All Rights Reserved

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Chapter 1 - The "Joys" of being alive
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