His various smiles (Dan Howell)
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Last published Sat, Jul 1, 2017
WARNING: THIS BOOK CONTAINS SCENES OF ABUSE, RAPE, DRUG USE, SELF HARMING AND SEXUAL CONTENT.
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Jazmin Lester, sister of Phil Lester (AmazingPhil) , is moving in with her brother and his flatmate and best friend (danisnotonfire) after escaping her relationship with her abusive boyfriend Drew. But when she moves in, she finds it hard to cope and has a breakdown infront of Phil and Dan. But as time goes on, Jazmin starts to become herself again and starts up her YouTube channel again, and an unexpected love affair occurs. But what will happen when Jazmin finds out that Drew has escaped prison and is looking for her? How will she react? And how will it effect her New found self?
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