An insight into my long, painful and crushing journey of grief.. and trying my best not to be destroyed by my own mind. This book contains things that go on in my grief stricken mind so if you don't want to know that then just move along. I will put triggers at the top of each chapter to be safe. There will be poetry, stories, random thoughts, etc. I can't find the words to speak that would communicate my feelings of loss. So maybe I can find words to write.All Rights Reserved