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No Control |H.S|

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Reads 281
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Parts 5
Time 1h 26m

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"Why are you doing this?!" He screams and shakes my shoulders like he's trying to shake the answer out of me. 

"Let me go, Harry." I'm defeated. I'm exhausted and for the first time in my life, I don't have it in me to fight back. 

The expression he's wearing is pained as his bloodshot eyes trace over my face like its the last time he'll ever get to see me up close. "Please, don't do this. I can't lose you. Please, Grace. Please, don't make me lose you." 

I almost break at the sound of his voice. My heart feels like it has a fist around it. "You don't wanna lose me but all I do with you is lose. You make me want to lose all control and I cant do that. It's the only thing I have that keeps me sane." 

"Please." He begs as tears leak down his cheeks.

It's who he is. It's what he does to me. When I'm with him, I have no control. 

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Please read the Warning chapter so that you can fully understand the story. 

Thank you to everyone who helped me pick out a cover for this story. 

We hope you enjoy it.All Rights Reserved

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