BLUE

"tell me Lex what are you afraid of?" that is the thing that I don't want to tell him, but I am so curious at all he was saying before that eventually I will show all my fears with no words.

"I not afraid of anything, just go" I need him to go I can stand this face to face match even if I am staring at the floor, one more step, and I will kiss him again.

"Okay, I'll go but first there is something I need to do" he raises my chin, so I'm forced to see him in the face, in those heavy blue eyes, "Say it! Alexandra" he gently touches my lips no pressure, but I can't take it I think I'm losing it. Seconds later he pulls away and repeats his old words "Say it! Alexandra" his lips softly liking mine, his hands in my cheeks holding me in place, my mind and body are shut off I have no impulses to move or stay everything around him is automatic no signal no nothing "Just say it! Alexandra, so I can go and let you be" one more time he touches my lips with his, my breathing is heavy to heavy that it hurts, he really knows what he is doing, how he is controlling me, he knows perfectly how my body responds to him, just with one time we did what we did, he knows all this. The moment he pulls away I whimper.

"NO!" with no control of my actions.

"No? what I can't read minds" he says sarcastically and starts walking away from the room, and I go to my bed taking the thing out of my backpack, suddenly Kai comes back to turn me around and start kissing me roughly, I open my mouth, my tongue guided by his he tastes like so good, is sweet, they are things I can't describe his taste but the only thing I can say that is amazing,

He pulls away "you make me crazy since the first time I saw you"