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Lay Me Down To Die

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What is love? The feeling of love has always been a mystery to me, because I've never seen it or felt it. How can such a strong and empowering emotion break so many lives by a touch? It's life changing? I say it's life changing all right...changes people's minds finally making them see what a nightmare it is. 

Brielle Hudson has never seen love only the pain of it. To her, there's no such thing. Every person who's ever "fallen in love" has ended up in pain and loneliness. Her parents were never an example as they beat her, giving her scars she could never get rid of. Love doesn't exist and no one can make her think other wise. 

Henry James Marco has never felt love, and he doesn't believe that he ever will. He's to busy running his multi-million dollar company and sweeping every woman off their feet with his jet black hair and piercing blue eyes. Henry never had an example of love, therefore he's doomed to live the rest of his life without it. 

Brielle fights her inner demons, and pain by running from them, but will they catch up to her or will she find her salvation? 

"The bravest thing anyone could do, is love. Giving yourself to someone not knowing if they'll love you back, or hurt you. Living your life in question of if it's worth it. The worry. The pain."All Rights Reserved

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