overthinker

I knew since a young age my brain was weird. I spent so much time thinking about things that could and couldn't happen. Spent hours worrying about them. As a 22 year old I still do it and I've let it ruin everything good for me. So this is just random venting and expressions. I don't expect this to do much but let out stuff and not hold it anymore. If i was to benefit from it all i would want is to know i'm not the only one that feels this way.

warning: it'll be very triggering and will contain suicidal thoughts and things along those lines.