Ivypool's memories (Major Changes were made)

One of the many Ivypool AUs I have
Should I share my other AUs?
I've got an Ivypool AU which isn't done where Fernsong helps her recover from her problems
I'm sure it's gonna be hella cute
wait
I'M GONNA COMBINE THEM
YES

Few things to note before this;
Jayfeather and Dovewing know Ivypool holds her breath sometimes while she sleeps due to nightmares

Ivypool has curled ears like an American curl (I might forget that sometimes in writing, but I draw her like that)

Kits that die before they're supposed to be born stay in their own small pool in Starclan, where they will stay until their mother dies where they will go back in her belly. The pool is kind of like a crib, where other Starclan cats can give them company, and similar to all dead cats, when someone visits their grave and talks to them, they can hear it.

Ivypool has killed Beetlewhisker as well, the way traitors die by breaking a branch below him with vines while he's standing on a tall tree since she's the deputy of the place.

The Deputy mark for the Dark Forest is Snowtuft's scar. 2 deputiessss

SELF HARM AND SUICIDE MENTIONS
You will be warned before a mention
RAPE MENTION, RAPE NOT SHOWN

ABORTION

CURSING

YES A LOT OF TRIGGERING THINGS
I'M CRAZY

CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK