Silently Dying
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Ongoing5m
Last published Tue, Jun 29, 2021
My lips were clenched and my mouth was shut. The deafening silence suffocates and seems to be painful to bear. My warden is darkness against light, silence in a prison cell caged in dying to break free fear. I'm imprisoned, with my mouth taped shut and my lips stitched shut. Hear me out!
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