Rebecca Eyn was just a happy normal 12 year old before her life changed after her dear mother's death. She had to face getting repeatedly abused by her dad and trouble at school as she grew older. She's an enthusiastic and good drawer, but the weird part is, she would always draw her mother, but never knew it was her due to the fact that she forgot how she looked.
One day at school Rebecca bumps into the school's most liked boy Noah (Not a bad one) and they instantly become friends, but to Rebecca's surprise, she meets other boys as well, just not the good type A ones.
She meets Jake, Edward, and Gregg the school's most baddest, but hottest boys. At first they don't start off on the right foot with her, but they eventually turn to protecting her. Eventually the four boys start to fall for Rebecca, but Rebecca doesn't know it yet.
Rebecca then seems to fall for all of them for different reasons, but that doesn't help in her case. One of the boys (not telling which) gives her her first kiss, but then in moments of the book, she ends up getting kissed by all the boys.
Her dad eventually finds her kissing one of the boys, which causes her to get badly abused at home.
Which boy gave her her first kiss? Which boy was she caught kissing with? Will Rebecca find her one love? Will she admit to kissing all of them to her abusive dad? Will she find out that her drawings are of her mother? Will she eat tacos? Well we'll have to find out more in the book.
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Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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