Love is also pain
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Ongoing9m
Last published Fri, Jan 9, 2015
*hi guysss so in this there are going to be a lot of spelling errors so be warned* my name is Perrie I cut, I have suicidal thoughts, and I get bullied. My best friends name is Mariel and I couldn't be more grateful to have her! We both get bullied by the same people and it hurts me so much that I just wanna die but I've stayed strong because my mom. "Dylan you can't hurt me, oh really?"
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