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"I-I am not okay. So please- just please stop trying to convince me that I am."
TRIGGER WARNING(PARTIAL SPOILER):
-SUICIDE
-SELF-HARM
-MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES
-CRINGE
-SLOW UPDATES
-VARYING CHAPTER LENGTHS
-RANDOM HAITUS
THIS IS NOT A ROMANCE SO IF THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR GO SLEEP IT'S 3AM. IF YOU DON'T LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT THIS BOOK INCLUDING ME THAT'S OKAY.(yes that was intentional, yes I do regret it.)
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