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Scarred. (Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)

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They say that there is always good in life. I've come to a point where I don't believe that anymore.

Long sleeves. A weighing scale. Red, everywhere. Whispers. Rumors. Bullies. Falling expectations. Crumbling self esteem.

This is my life.  I'm scarred.

~This story contains graphic depictions of violence, self harm, sexuality, strong language, and other mature themes. Read at your own risk ~All Rights Reserved

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Exposed//Shawn Mendes by FumbleyBumbleyBee

"I have fallen completely in love with you all over again," I started as I looked up at Shawn, he just stared at me in shock, "everything you do, everything you say, everything you are, Shawn. You're the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep. Everything I felt before, I'm feeling it again!" I raised my voice, feeling the tears brimming at my eyes. I found it hard to look at Shawn so instead, I looked down to my feet not wanting him to see me cry. "I'm ashamed of it too, completely ashamed because Daniel was everything to me, I thought I had finally moved on but then seeing you again, how you've been acting recently, the way you care for me... I became your assistant again after all shit hit the fan back home just to be sure of my feelings for you again... The moment I let it slip from my lips that I was still in love with you I wasn't sure! But now I am..." I trailed off feeling nothing but shame. Next thing I know I saw a familiar hand with the swallow tattoo move towards my face and place itself under my chin. My head was slowly lifted up and Shawn's face was so close to mine. I watched as he stepped closer before leaning in and pressing his lips to mine softly. I didn't want to kiss him back after everything I said, after expressing how Daniel is mine now... but I did, and I loved it...

My dads best friend my teacher by zipporah_17

"Yo- you're... you're pregnant?!" I nod looking at him nervously. "Shit, I should of been more careful, I'm sorry. What will you do? What will we do? How the fuck are we gonna tell your parents? Storm you should sit down you look tired." He sits me down on his couch. "I don't know what I will tell my parents, I still have school!" I cry as Shawn try to comfort me. "I'm sorry, I should of pulled out or used a condom. I was so in love and in the moment that... I uh... what?" I blush, tears in my eyes. "You're in love with me?"

Insatiable by ClearTheHorizon

I can't remember what happened. I don't know what I did. All I know is that for some reason, I am drawn to him and I hate him. All of my friends do. It's kind of our thing.

Difficult Times (Jemily) by Simp_For_Milfs

(I wrote this story when I was in 8th grade so don't hate me for it, I know it's pretty bad but I was proud of it. So just warning you.) Jj is having a hard time at home, Will is abusive to her and no one on the team knows. She has been struggling a lot but she won't open up to anyone. She wondered if she should open up to her best friend Emily but she is scared of what she might think of her. (Jemily story) (Trigger warning will be announced in the beginning of a chapter is something happens or if something is talked about) Please note I do not own these characters Completed.

Our Broken Fairytale (Frerard) by SeraphStarshine

You say "I love you, boy" I know you lie I trust you all the same I don't know why 'Cause when my back is turned My bruises shine Our broken fairytale So hard to hide I still believe it's you and me 'til the end of time ~~~ Dom/Sub Relationship *trigger warning for abuse, homophobia, depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions* Completed

Shawn Mendes Imagines by Muffinmendes25

Just some cute imagines I decided to make ❤️ enjoy :) P.S contains some swearing, but not much Vote and comment on imagines if you like them <3 Follow me on instagram if you want @|mendes_army_25

New life by VampireBLVR

Katie is just a normal girl that lives in Toronto. Not the popular girl at school and just has one friend, her best friend Kailey. But one day her dad gets a job interview in LA and they have to move there. They end up living there and Katie has to go to a new school and start from the bottom... It's not going to be easy with a bitchy popular girl (Lara) and a pain in the ass boy (and also hot AF but that's just a detail) running around her and making her life difficult. But who knows what can happen...

Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED} by birdieboo12

Welcome to my third book of imagines! {*} = smut! Requests are closed! MEAN OR HATEFUL COMMENTS WILL GET YOU BLOCKED!!!!

The One After [SHAWN MENDES] by wondering_writer

He said he loves me. Shawn actually said the words I've never wanted anything more in my life, yet for some reason...it doesn't feel right. Is it because he said it when I was falling apart? Or because it was only in response to me pathetically bringing up how I feel again? I don't want pity-love. I want love that's like exploding fireworks. I want love that doesn't leave me with doubts. I want love that inspires songs. I need to be loved for who I am, not because he misses me or is lonely. I want it to be easy, not so painfully hard. I don't want to feel like he's settling for me after having lost the person he truly loves. Mostly I want him to love me more than he's loved anyone else, and I know that's not possible. Highest Wattpad rankings: #1 in #shawnmendes 5/10/22 #1 in #mendes 4/4/22 #1 in #shawn 5/12/22 #1 in all three at the same time 6/5/22

you by shawnlmao03

you've got broken once and promised yourself to not let yourself ever hurt again- no one would ever get a place in your heart,but then he came....

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My dads best friend my teacher cover

Insatiable cover

Difficult Times (Jemily) cover

Our Broken Fairytale (Frerard) cover

Shawn Mendes Imagines cover

Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED} cover

The One After [SHAWN MENDES] cover

Exposed//Shawn Mendes

"I have fallen completely in love with you all over again," I started as I looked up at Shawn, he just stared at me in shock, "everything you do, everything you say, everything you are, Shawn. You're the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep. Everything I felt before, I'm feeling it again!" I raised my voice, feeling the tears brimming at my eyes. I found it hard to look at Shawn so instead, I looked down to my feet not wanting him to see me cry. "I'm ashamed of it too, completely ashamed because Daniel was everything to me, I thought I had finally moved on but then seeing you again, how you've been acting recently, the way you care for me... I became your assistant again after all shit hit the fan back home just to be sure of my feelings for you again... The moment I let it slip from my lips that I was still in love with you I wasn't sure! But now I am..." I trailed off feeling nothing but shame. Next thing I know I saw a familiar hand with the swallow tattoo move towards my face and place itself under my chin. My head was slowly lifted up and Shawn's face was so close to mine. I watched as he stepped closer before leaning in and pressing his lips to mine softly. I didn't want to kiss him back after everything I said, after expressing how Daniel is mine now... but I did, and I loved it...