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my life is a mess, I wished I could've went asleep forever, I wished I could've died earlier, I wish I could escape reality, I wish to experience real love, I don't accept it my family is giving real love to me, I know it's fake, I know it. I'm pathetic.

everytime I go to sleep I would always dream of a land, far away from reality, like... a fantasy, a wonderland, a land where I can be whatever i want, a land where I'm a good use to something, not being usless, pathetic or stupid, I love this fantasy, I wish I could stay here forever, but reality dosent allow it. 

The writer in this story will soon try to overcome his greatest enemy, fear, anxiety, depression, this form of feelings turns into a creature far worst than feelings, he'll try to do his best to regain confidence, with reality, and his feelings (the story includes fantasy stuff to)

(this is based on the authors life, experience, thoughts, creativity, fear, anxiety, depression,)All Rights Reserved

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