Thoughts of a sick mind
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Sat, May 16, 2020
Were you my only chance of being loved?
Are my thoughts in these digital sheets the only words I can provide you?
These pages and words are dedicated to my soulmate and the love of my life, who died last year
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