Why can't it be like before?
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  • Reads 42,560
  • Votes 950
  • Parts 31
  • Time 2h 29m
Complete, First published May 08, 2020
Mature
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[ DISCLAIMER ] obviously i do not own Victorious. If i did my writing wouldn't be crap.

- another disclaimer: As im re-reading this later on after publishing i find many story errors and i apologise if it makes 0 sense 💀. Anyways Im trying not to cringe reading this but hopefully you enjoy the angst and dark themes. heh

[ WARNING: ] This contains self harm / attempted suicide , abuse, depression, dark themes and mildly bad language.

So i'm making Jade West's life as miserable as it can get with a Bade related storyline. The first few chapters are quite short, sorry about that! The chapters are way longer now, so yeah.

[ A SUMMARY OF THIS STORY: ]

It has been a month since Beck and Jade has broken up. They were no longer a couple, but they can't keep their minds off each other. Jade is suffering from depression and is - - well 'suicidal'. Her father is abusive and her mother and brother had ran off, years ago. With the breakup, things can't get any worse for Jade. What happens when things do turn from bad to worse?


[ Highest ranking so far - #1 Bade 
- #8 Victorious ]

(written in 2021)
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