In everyone's life there is a person because of whom they laugh a little harder, cry little less and smile a lot. Same is in my life, he is not the love of my life, not my life line, not my brother, father not someone everyone expects, just my friend, my best friend,Shane Peter Madison. He and I have been best friends since 11 years...ya that's a lot time but yup. Actually our parents were best friends so we became best friends too. Somehow, there is a big story behind us being friends even after our parents were best friends but what we can say here we are. Well, we have fought a lot seriously a lot and became friends again and again.... yup.We both are chatter box we couldn't keep things in our stomach,so, no matter how hard we try to avoid each other we get back together , eventually.
This summer it was different we did not exactly fought but we did not exactly talked, we were together but not actually together, we were friends but not exactly friends anymore......its kind of weird I know but its the truth.We ourselves did not know what we are,not anymore?we were confused, messed up but did not have a clue? I figured it out in Dear Shane..... kind of, maybe! but for you to know flip the page, go on, do not let your curiosity die maybe you could kind of help me...
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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