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my escape

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i hate myself

i hate mylife

death is my escape from sadness 

i love paul for a year

but my loved is not enough to make him stay

no one's  beside me though

 i have my pillows witness  from all my pain

 witness of my tears everytimeAll Rights Reserved

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