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Dressed As A Male God's First Love(MTL)

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Wen An'an, an otaku suffering from social phobia, woke up and found in horror that she had crossed! She became a little star who just made her debut! And is currently participating in a large star-making show!
But the most terrible thing is! What she traversed was actually a dog-blooded girl, the first love of the main lead a cannon fodder!

In the book, she was a fake illegitimate girl who entered the big family instead of the female lead, and also robbed the female lead's beautiful bracelet, doing all the bad things, and finally exposed her true face, all the betrayal, she was sold by the male lead to foreign slave traders, and eventually died.


　　After crossing

　　so terrible! Why does the male lead look strange in my eyes? !　　
 The heroine is timid! (Social phobia) Straw bag beauty set up early, but has been working hard.

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Torn Realities by XxxVaansxxX

"You want me to believe you when I have no idea if I exist!" ~o~O~o~ Skylar's lost. Completely, utterly, embarrassingly lost. She no longer knows what's real and what's not, no idea if she is real if her previous 'life' was real or this is. All she knows is that they were there before, and they are here now, with her. All she knows is that is Torn, Torn into an endless web of confusion and torture, Torn between her personalities,Torn between realities created by her own masterful subconscious, Torn between reality and fantasy, Torn between her truth and theirs Because in all honestly, She doesn't know a thing. All she knows is that she has no idea. No idea at all and that it's terrifying. ~o~O~o~ "Not all my thoughts are true...even the ones I wish were"

Transmigrated As The Male Lead's White Moonlight Substitute by Zara_ix

Author(s) 姜时一 Associated Names Transmigrated As The Substitute to the Male Lead's White Moonlight Whom He Treated as Heaven and Earth 穿成男主作天作地的白月光替身 Status: 83 Chapters (Completed) ____________________________________________________________________________________ Jiang Mian was involved in a car accident on the way home from a celebration banquet and ended up in a novel. When she opened her eyes, she became the stand-in for the paranoid male protagonist's Bai Yueguang[White Moonlight]. After the White Moonlight came back, she was kicked away by the male protagonist. Knowing the tragic end of the substitute, Jiang Mian refused to be his White Moonlight substitute! ! I want to break up! At the mention of breaking up, she passed out in pain! Only then did she know that she also had a punishment mechanism that was designed to collapse if she broke up with the ML. Jiang Mian (smiling): I can't mention breaking up, can't I let the male lead dump me! In order to get rid of the paranoid male protagonist, all kinds of demon. J Jiang Mian: I want that diamond ring. If you don't buy it, you don't love me! Jiang Mian: You don't love me anymore, I want to break up with you! Jiang Mian: So I'm just her stand-in, it's not me that you love at all! Shen Shiyan: Don't make trouble! After finally breaking up, Jiang Mian sent a circle of friends to say that he would never love again, while dressed up and flirting with his good sisters. As a result, as soon as he arrived at the bar, he ran into the paranoid male protagonist. Jiang Mian was petrified on the spot! Jiang Mian: What should I do if my substitute accidentally rolls over? Wait online, very urgent! Ah, the hero is here! !! Shen Shiyan caught someone who was about to run, and smiled overcastly: Where to go?

Farming and Raising Cubs (II) by Miyoshizaki

2nd Part of "Farming and raising cubs: The vicious female supporting role is favored by the whole family" by Huang Ruo Chen Xi

Film Empress's Daily Face Slapping by Qwinesty

After all the effort of climbing from a mere daughter of a concubine to the Crown Prince's consort, before the veil was even lifted, I had become a "flower vase" actress! Su Shen: "What? Acting?" The people in the entertainment industry discovered something strange. The "flower vase" girl with the terrible acting suddenly improved! She was also proficient in all of the four arts (zither, Go, calligraphy, painting)!??? -- -- Host: Miss Su, there have been rumours that Film Emperor Xie refused to act in this drama because your acting skills are not up to par. Do these rumours reflect your real-life relationship with him? Do you two not get along? Su Shen: These rumours are all groundless, made up by netizens. He is a very good senior of mine and has given me many suggestions to improve on my acting. We do get along (smile). Host: Then let's contact Xie Yan on site. The phone connected with a "beep", and a lazy male voice suddenly came through, "When are you coming home, I'm hungry." Host: ???!!! Audience: !!!!!!!! Su Shen: ╮（╯＿╰）╭ ________________ Disclaimer This is for offline purpose only credits to the author

The Villainess Awakens After Marrying the Male Lead's Brother by KtyKm6

When Wen Yu was about to be caught for committing adultery, she suddenly awakened to her past life memories, realizing that she was just a cannon fodder supporting character in a novel about the entertainment industry. In the novel, she was an orphan who lived in the male lead's house. She was so in love with the male lead that she didn't hesitate to marry his brother. She stirred up conflict and caused many misunderstandings between the main leads until everything was revealed, which forced her to divorce the male lead's brother. Originally, she could have divorced peacefully and received several houses, but in the end, she was only able to receive 10 million yuan in compensation from her divorce. Her life was miserable. Wen Yu who had remembered that in her previous life she had just saved enough money to buy a bathroom in three years: "?"

Young Commander's Supernatural Sweetheart(1) by Join_Me33

[Chapter 1-200✔️] In the past life, Mu Qing Xin was an unknown citizen who met countless of scumbags on blind dates Once she transmigrated to the interstellar, she became a rich famous mentally handicapped daughter?! Sorry, her IQ is now online, and she is even more spoiled by the whole family. Space power awakens, changing the physique of a waste isn't a dream, just that these monotonous and unpalatable nutrients cannot be tolerated. "Little sister, what delicious food are you making?" The three handsome brothers swallowed, waiting to be fed; "Baby, Dad has been working hard, send more food~" The famous commander expressed, what is solemn and dignity; "Miss Mu, welcome to our school." The principal of the capital's top college reminiscent the delicious food, and his old face smiled like a chrysanthemum... The fragrance of the delicious food can improve cultivation and enhance abilities. There are consistent foodies and beautiful men gathering. A certain military commander, whose face is getting darker and darker, directly pack someone home, preparing to have a good talk! A/N: NOT MINE :)

Wealthy Supporting Actress Tore The Script 豪门女配撕碎了剧本 by rainbowfartfartfart

NOT MY STORY FOR OFFLINE PURPOSES ONLY Jiang Dai had a massive fight with her leading billionaire husband and left home, before landing herself in a car accident. After waking up from being unconscious, she realized that she was actually a villainous ex-wife in a President comic. 　　 In the comic, the handsome and rich husband was about to get divorced from her and go into a love-hate relationship with the pure, silly, and sweet female lead. As the biggest villain in the comic, she had to fight her way through to the last moment, only then would she be able to end her story. Jiang Dai looked at her account of hundreds of millions of fortune...... a question mark then appeared over her face?? Coming to a decision, she tore the comic with her bare hands and became the first person to suggest divorce. To her dismay, her ex-husband tore the divorce agreement into bits. "If you want to divorce, give birth to a child first." She shouted, "Bastard! You're out of luck, sooner or later you'll be struck by lightning!" A loud clap of thunder resonated from outside the window, as her husband was struck by lightning and passed out...... Not long after. In regards to the President of the Group suppressing the Jiang clan maliciously, Jiang Dai said a sentence casually. "It's getting colder these days, it should be time for the Zhang clan to go bankrupt." The next day, the stocks of the Zhang financial group hit a limit down and went into liquidation. Her mother-in-law, who used to make things difficult for Jiang Dai, would instead pamper her all day long. Daughters of eminent families, who used to outcast her, would also constantly crowd around her. (Description is shortened to accommodate the character limit) -Description from Novelupdates Author: Wan Li Ta

In Order to Support Me, Big Shots Kneels Down Before Me! by jb4002

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Awakened as a Fine Female Cannon Fodder by SheijiHiei

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The Rich Woman Is No Longer Acting by jb4002

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Delicate Bestfriend of the Female Lead(MTL) by P_CHOO

As soon as she opened her eyes, the sickly An Xia found out that she had actually entered a dog-blood novel with wrong moral views! Reborn as the female lead's best friend, the short-lived ex-wife of the overlord male lead, and the gold digger mother! The attributes were really unlucky, short-lived, and cannon fodder! In the book, the original owner was forced to have a miscarriage and injured her body. In the end, she was pissed alive by the touching love between the heroine and her rebellious son. An Xia lowered her head and looked at her pregnant lower abdomen... Sickly An Xia cried bitterly! Sickly An Xia: Oh! Finally, I have a healthy body! Heyaaa! \(^o^)/~ Eh, eh, eh? The transmigration also came with a golden finger to keep the body healthy? Wait wait wait! Σ(⊙▽⊙" It seems that something is not quite right with this golden finger! Why was there bruise on her skin just after blowing on it? Why was it so fragile! (⌯˃̶᷄ ﹏ ˂̶᷄⌯)ﾟ Not my story Credit to original author www.mtlnovel.com

Transmigrating Into The Male Lead's Villainess Older Sister by Purple_Galaxy_15

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"You want me to believe you when I have no idea if I exist!" ~o~O~o~ Skylar's lost. Completely, utterly, embarrassingly lost. She no longer knows what's real and what's not, no idea if she is real if her previous 'life' was real or this is. All she knows is that they were there before, and they are here now, with her. All she knows is that is Torn, Torn into an endless web of confusion and torture, Torn between her personalities,Torn between realities created by her own masterful subconscious, Torn between reality and fantasy, Torn between her truth and theirs Because in all honestly, She doesn't know a thing. All she knows is that she has no idea. No idea at all and that it's terrifying. ~o~O~o~ "Not all my thoughts are true...even the ones I wish were"